Where Are My Tomorrows.

My sweet love,
missing you 
missing you so much 
Reaching out, 
missing you 
missing your touch. 

My sweet darling, 
your sea of sorrows are drowning
drowning me another death. 
Dry your eyes, 
think of life 
think of your tomorrows. 

You were my life, 
you were not just my yesterday 
You were my every breath 
my everyday. 

My soul dies a million deaths 
watching you 
from the heavens above. 
Be brave, 
learn to live again 
for me my sweet love. 

How can pain be so sweet 
yet hurt so much. 
When I reach out 
and can't find you 
can't find your sweet loving touch. 

Shhhh you will always 
dance inside my soul, 
eternity is ours. 
I'm counting the weeks 
days and hours. 
Again you will be mine, 
forever till the end of time. 

My dreams 
my thoughts 
a sweet bitter melody 
All in your sweet 
loving painful memory. 

Dry your tears 
Let me be the one 
Who still takes Away your fears. 
Your sorrows Who gives you back your tomorrows. 
You are mine 
forever mine 

There is no door 
No stairs to you 
To dance in your soul 
Don't try to console me 
Just words 
empty words 
This soul is forever lost 
Gone forever gone... 

Oh my sweet love 
my darling love 
Have faith in the 
Heavens above 
The angels too hear your cries 
Here in paradise. 
Patience my love 
My sweet sweet love. 

I beg you to set me free 
Of this pain and memory 
My heart my soul 
can no long bear 
this desire 
Smouldering smoking fire
Embers n Ashes
Dust to dust

Welcome 2012

A new year
Time to wonder
Reflect
And ponder

Mistakes made
Lessons learned
Hearts broken
Words spoken

New friends
Some lost
And some won
And some gone

A new year
A new beginning
More losses
And more winning.

The good
With the bad
The happiness
With sad

All in our
Stride
Moving forward
Smarter and brighter

Embracing our stars
Shining in the sky
To you 2011
We say goodbye

The Darkest Hour, The Brightest Star

An ambulance,

A pain,

Follow me,

Wait!

In a hospital corner,

A seat,

Hard as steel,

Waiting

And waiting.

A fear

A tear

More,

Too many,

My darkest hour,

Too many memories

I’ve been here

Before

Not long ago

Feeling

Needing

Wanting

Losing

And now again

All over again

Reaching out

In the darkest hour

For a hand

Comfort

To hold

To feel

It’s there

So warm

So tender

Caring.

Diminishing

All fears

All pain

To hold me

Tight

Never letting go

Never feeling

Alone

Ever again.

Always there

Shining shining

In the darkest tunnel

Like a star

The brightest Star

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A POEM FOR MY MOTHER

I miss you so much,
your laugh, your smile, your touch.
You always brightened my days
with all the smiles you sent my way.
I need you as my angel
to always be at my side.
I need you as my angel
to give me peace of mind.
I like to think your near to me
to know that you are there.
Even though I can not see you,
I feel that you are near.
Please do not forget me mom,
for you are always in my heart,
my thoughts and prayers.
I love you.

~By Shari M. Blom~

Even to hear you scold me once again… just anything… to feel something… to hear you…

Your “me” has had enough!

Sometimes I don’t want to be “your” me

Sometimes I even don’t want to be the princess I was born to be

There are times I just want to be “my” me.

“Me” would be, not being your “my….

Where your mess isn’t my mess

Where life has no creases or stress

Where your tears aren’t my tears

Where your fears don’t become my fears

Where life makes me laugh instead of cry

I want to be known as just  me

Where this “me” can fall ill and rest

Where “me” never has to be at her best

Where “me” can cry too and know

That someone else has a little love to show

Where on “me” there are no expectations

To be someone who just wants to be “me”

:( Sometimes I don’t want to be your “me” :(

Ek tumhari chahat main

Ek tumhari chahat main
Ek tumhari ulfat main
kis kadar miley hain ghum
aankh bhi rahi he num
kse tumko butlaey
kse tumko samjhaey
kis kadar udasi he
roh tak pyasi he
tum magar samajhtey ho 
baat ye zra si he
mere zard chehrey pe
chai ek veerani he
her khushi adhori he
berang zindigani he
rat jage hain aankho me
kuch adhorey khuwab hain
tumney hi to bakhshey hain 
jitney ye azab hain
her taraf tanhai he
or mili ruswai he
Ek tumhari chahat main
Ek tumhari ulfat main